I felt that I’ve been enlightened and started seeing things in a whole new level since the past few weeks. The thought of it scares me, but I’m satisfied that I’m brave enough to embrace it. The mindset of the old me was shallow, and I lied to myself about the happiness that I would get out of it. I was wrong. Terribly wrong. After knowing whats the real shit, I couldn’t help but smile with envy. So I know that if I wanted one, it must be the best out of the best. :)

Everybodys looking for that something.

Which part of you’re a pain in the ass do you don’t get? I can’t stand this bullshit you’re giving me everyday. Fuck off and die bitch.

goodbye 09s28. life’s not the same anymore. i think im gonna retain. it will take a miracle to save me now. GOD SAVE ME. PLEASE. i don’t want to retain.

sudden surge of emotions today. was asking myself, what defines trust? i find this mutual feeling rather sparse these days, as people become more mature, the more self-centred they are, the more horrible things they would do. how i miss those good-old days where everyones simple and innocent minded and all we would care about are cards and soccer games. as a team, shouldn’t we all be bonded and function as a whole, as one?

just Fuck Off and Die Mother Fuckers