I felt that I’ve been enlightened and started seeing things in a whole new level since the past few weeks. The thought of it scares me, but I’m satisfied that I’m brave enough to embrace it. The mindset of the old me was shallow, and I lied to myself about the happiness that I would get out of it. I was wrong. Terribly wrong. After knowing whats the real shit, I couldn’t help but smile with envy. So I know that if I wanted one, it must be the best out of the best. :)